Monday, April 27, 2015

Living in: Gummo



Harmony Korine's Gummo so completely captures the hopeless meth-fueled despair of the flyover states that you could be forgiven for assuming it's a documentary. A majority of the cast is made up of non-actors chosen by Korine expressly for the telegenic impact of their faces on screen. One of the leads was cast after Korine spotted him on an episode of Sally Jesse Raphael called "My Child Died from Sniffing Paint." So there's a distinct element of art imitating life, and Korine's willingness to tap into that is no mistake. Of working with non professional actors on set, Korine says, "I wanted to show what it was like to sniff glue. I don't want to judge anybody. This is why I have very little interest in working with actors. [Non-actors] can give you what an actor can never give you: pieces of themselves."

He tapped his girlfriend at the time, 90s icon and hipster spirit animal prototype Chloe Sevigny to star and do the costumes. She must have had a blast combing through depressed Middle America Salvation Armies for white trash basics like cargo pants, American flag motifs, and 80s hair band t-shirts.

To get the look: bleach your eyebrows, feather the shit out of your hair, and get your clothes from American Apparel and The Goodwill. Drug habit optional.

Thursday, April 2, 2015

Location: Natchez, Mississippi



Spent a lovely few days in the picturesque Southern town of Natchez, MS for a cousin's wedding. Although steeped in history, it has an artisanal coffee shop, so it's not completely suck in the past.

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Same Same, But Different





Photography by Hans Eijkelboom

In western culture, where you can literally wear anything and call it 'personal expression,' it's interesting to note that a bewilderingly wide swath of the population look like doppelgängers. These pictures were taken over the course of a single day in a single city, and the subjects in them look like they should be performing in mid 90s  all-male chorus lines (the last set being the cast members of the all-male off Broadway revue 'Rollerbladin' Bandits'). What does this say about individuality or personal expression? How is it different from a true uniform? Why do we shop at all?

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Werner Herzog Inspirationals

Today I'm savoring the bleak, coldly scientific nihilism of Werner Herzog. It's keeping me warm like a cup of hot tea.






All images, captions, and title via: Werner Herzog Inspirationals

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

On Getting Older


I long ago stopped asking myself if I have arrived where I thought I would be by my age. When I was 5 years old and wondering (with awe and disbelief) what I would be like at 17, or 25, or--gasp, 30, I suppose I thought I would be like my parents. By the time they were in their 30s they had already achieved the trifecta of adulthood: married, owned a home, and had a kid (me) on the way. I'm nowhere near any of the above, nor am I certain that I aspire to any of the traditional trappings of adulthood.

I'm 32 today, and still figuring out what it means to be a woman of a certain age. A woman who is unmarried, doesn't own a house, doesn't have children. Is still trying to decide what she wants to be when she 'grows up.' Doesn't even think she wants children. Is in fact wary of the entire institution of marriage. Whatever my life has in store for me, I know it won't look anything like my parents. I live in a prohibitively expensive city where home ownership is a pipe dream, and I am part of a generation of women with ubiquitous, cheap, convenient forms of birth control. All of which is definitely not making me want to flee to the suburbs. I love living in a city. I love having the freedom to travel.  I'm not going to lie, I think I could live this way forever.



Monday, January 5, 2015

2014, a Year Well-Lived

Sunset from Pruitt Ridge Campground, Big Sur, CA
Protective prayer painted in taxicab roof, Bangkok, Thailand // tiled floors of the Doi Suthep temple in Chiang Mai, Thailand
Lotus flowers for making offerings at Doi Suthep temple, Chiang Mai, Thailand 
Camping at Alabama Hills in Lone Pine, CA 
Beyonce concert at AT&T Park, San Francisco 
Longtail boats docked at Railay Beach, Thailand 
Bang Bang Bar, Railay Beach, Thailand 
Longtail boat ride Andaman Sea, Thailand // Perfect afternoon reading spot Railay Beach, Thailand 
Whale watching, Rancho Pescadero, Pescadero Beach, Mexico 
Home away from home in New Orleans, our Air BnB apartment, built circa 1870 
Truck camping with dog 
Waterfall, Feather River in Plumas National Forest, CA 
Rooftop pool at Terminal 21 Hotel in Bangkok, Thailand 
Sunset at Pruitt Ridge, Big Sur, CA

This photo set is clearly not representative of say, any given Tuesday in 2014, but then again you probably wouldn't care to see pictures of me sitting at a desk hunched over chewing on my cuticles. We'll call this my world through rose-colored glasses aka all the cool shit I did that was worth putting on Instagram.

Friday, December 5, 2014

Essential viewing: The Staircase

For those of you who can't satiate your closeted trial laywer/detective/forensic pathologist yearnings with Serial, I highly recommend watching the 8-episode mini series The Staircase, by French documentarian Jean-Xavier Lestrade. The series documents the first degree murder trial of novelist Michael Peterson for the death of his wife, Kathleen in their Durham, NC home in 2001. After Michael made a frantic 911 call, his wife's body was found, blood-soaked and crumpled at the bottom of a flight of stairs. The prosecution's claim was that he beat her to death with a blow-poke, the defense claimed she had fallen down the stairs in a tragic accident.

I don't want to give away too much, but suffice to say this one still has me thinking after I burned through all 8 episodes in a day and a half. It's got more twists and turns than an episode of American Horror Story, and like Serial, the essential question appears to be: is an innocent man on trial for a murder, or was there a secret side to him that no one else knew about?

Watch episode 1 below, all episodes are available for streaming on Youtube.